From the Grainy to Quaintly quiet bordering ‘Empty’ mindspace

While driving from home to work, I got stumped by this realisation that my feelings in the same situations have had a sea change over the last 1 year.

Suddenly I didn’t mind people randomly honking, overtaking, staring, spitting, changing lanes or anything. There was this sudden attention shift to the inaudible music in my head, my heart beats, the slowed down time, the awareness of the present, almost magnified to a slow motion float. No I was not stoned!

I was just too happy within to pay attention to the outwardly chaos. It comes after years of denial. Years of painful belief that I was miserable and the world made me so. But I’m glad it came.. like rain it came..

And I’m drenched.. all the way to the soul.

And now I’m at peace, awake at spirit. I see the sunrise.. even through the moon. I see the meaning.. that of the tilde and of the word! Now I see me.. Now I see you.